How easy do you reckon it would be to just disappear ?
You deserve to date someone who’s proud to be seen with you. Who holds your hand in public and tells their friends about you. Not someone who hides you away and is ashamed. Remember that.
I am a human being. im just like everyone else on this damn planet. ive got feelings and opinions and sometimes they do need to be taken into consideration. if you really want someone to be apart of your life then it doesn’t matter what anyone else thinks or has to say on the matter. its your life not theirs. there is so much that I would like to just blurt out to the world but im just too nice to even say a word about any of it. you cannot expect someone to be a big part of your life and live in the shadows just to make yours easier. people have feelings, I have feelings and to be completely honest they feel pretty unloved and crap. I want to enjoy myself and be happy and go back to not giving a fuck what anyone else thinks. too long have I been lieing to myself telling myself it will all be okay and that I am doing the right things. too long have I kidded myself that it will all go my way in the end. whats the point in playing dead and rolling over when theres no reward? you start believing that this is all you are worth and you deserve every second of it . but do I really? sometimes I wish the internet would just give me an escape route or a dead simple answer to fix everything. rant over for now.